LIES-
I am looking at the world through a clear window.
I see only with the clarity of what I can see through it.
I wipe the tear I once held in…
I whisper, “It’s going to be ok, it’s going to be ok.”
I know its not, but lying is key in denial
This window is all I have left of him, that and memories.
“It’s going to be a great day” I whisper.
I know its not going to be, but lying is key in denial
A Ping Pong Ball drops from the counter.
Why am I remembering this, I am not ready to forgive
I am not ready to let go of my pain.
I am not ready to leave this hell that was built by him and I
Goodbye memories, Goodbye Shame, Goodbye Guilt, and
Goodbye to you for letting me go, and choosing someone
Who isn’t family.
Lying is key in denial.
Goodbye Dad.
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