I can't sleep....but I'm drifting...
I'm drifting from life, from fears from
hope and back into my wonder world of distance.
I can't stop hurting, and I
know its tearing me apart...
I keep seeing myself in a different paradise,
but lose what can be from my own scheme's and dillusions...
I can't find
what I am looking for yet I still keep searching, tricking myself, seducing
myself and manipulating myself into believing there is a better me out
there...
A man who isn't still angry, and betrayed and
heartbrokern...
A man who isn't always the strong one, or the one that people
can depend on.
A man who isn't cold when he lays in bed...
I have to
believe there is a better me out there...
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